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The Chronicles of Ulic
Begin Once More
Sunday, February 11, 2007
distance makes the heart grow fonder...
my-foot-up-your-nether-regions it does.
being away from people sucks. especially people you care about. i mean, think about it: the best time you ever spend nowadays is with that person. how the heck does it feel better to be away, pray tell?
watching that person smile. laugh. talk. i can't do that when that person's not right next to me now can i...
just looking at those eyes. those beautiful eyes. the way they light up with every new idea. the way they come alive when that person's happy. makes you more alive too. makes you happy too...
how much more special can someone get, when whatever they do, however they feel has an inexplicable effect on you?
even when those eyes dim. when they water. when for some reason, they lose their vibrancy, even for a moment. you feel it too. you feel the hurt. and you don't know what to do but wait it out like any other storm.
that person is like the ocean waves. and you're a hopelessly lost ship, trying to find your way. you go along with the ebb and the flow, the rise and the fall. the element of that person is so intricately woven into your life, that if ever that person goes away and utterly disappears, you'll sink, get not only lost, but trapped in abyssmal misery as well.
so, back to the thesis: does distance make the heart grow fonder? my-foot-up-your-nether-regions it does.
i realised it with more certainty today. being around someone special does things that imagining being around that person can never do.
what's more, distance makes the heart freakin' paranoid shitless.
what if? but then? then again? oh my god i'm gonna be alone again...
those are the questions you ask yourself. and you very well know what your conclusion will be.
when you're with that special someone, you don't even think of thinking to ask those questions to anyone.
i was with a special someone today. now i don't ask myself so many stupid questions.
i looked at those eyes. i saw them come alive. i saw them lose focus. and i saw them come alive again. i rode the waves. went along for the roller coaster ride. i listened to the stories. i told some of my own. and in the end, i'm happy. i don't ask myself stupid questions. so i don't come to stupid conclusions.
sometimes the ship has to sail through a storm. at other times, the ship gets stuck on a reef or a sandbar. but sometimes, the ocean is calm. the sun hangs low and casts long shadows into the twilight. the clouds gently roll by. it's just the ship, and the ocean. the sounds of small waves splashing against the hull.
sweet nothings whispered into the ear. reminders of just how nice life can be.
how can distance beat that?
Dumped At11:26 pm
i AM myself
i am an INTP. look up the mbti website.
typically, that means i am a creative ideas man.
i'm far from typical, though, so being INTP means i am...
cynical
skeptical
sarcastic
insensitive
unfeeling
just downright pessimistic
what i mean to say is, there is no bright side to anything.
but now i'm a lot better. thanks to my significant other. Liss you.
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2 Comments:
Emo. DO NOT WANT.
thats sweet ikhs :)
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