The Chronicles of Ulic
Begin Once More
Saturday, November 18, 2006
A bit about Ulic today.
Ulic is a wretched, sad creature. And Ulic has a few things to say.
Ulic is sorry. He is selfish. And he seeks out things to satisfy his own selfish wants.
He fails others, and in doing so fails himself. Long ago Ulic resolved not to let his choices affect others. He never did let anyone close enough, simply because the ripples from his choices are most strongly felt nearby.
No one knew him for who he really was. And that was the way he wanted. If others do not know him, they will not know his choices, and the influence of such choices on their own choices will not come to be. His choices would, in effect, affect only himself.
Most unfortunately, the oh so very human nature of Ulic is not incomplete. He knows what it is to be alone. Pursuant on this fact, he fails in his resolve. For he sometimes makes a choice to include others in the pathetic pages of the book that is his life. Therein his choices affect them. And thereto he fails everyone.
In trying not to be alone, Ulic realises that he cannot make the ones around him smile. He realises that, himself notwithstanding, his choices should never leave anyone worse off for it.
He cannot do this with others around. He feels that whatever he does only makes things worse. He does not like it. He wants to make things better. Towards that end, he will do what needs doing.
That is all from Ulic today.
On a side note, though, Ulic has to pretend to be negative around some people. Quite simply, this is because he doesn't have to pretend to be anything else. Unfortunately, he cannot deprive the people around him who make him happy their own happiness. It would make whatever joy he experiences exist without meaning nor purpose.
Ulic is a sad, wretched creature.
Dumped At1:06 am
i AM myself
i am an INTP. look up the mbti website.
typically, that means i am a creative ideas man.
i'm far from typical, though, so being INTP means i am...
cynical
skeptical
sarcastic
insensitive
unfeeling
just downright pessimistic
what i mean to say is, there is no bright side to anything.
but now i'm a lot better. thanks to my significant other. Liss you.
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2 Comments:
hugs.
What a poorly wri -
*burns to death for evilness*
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