The Chronicles of Ulic
Begin Once More
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
initially, i intended to badmouth this really good friend of mine. but then, i think i need to clarify some things first.
NOTE: TAKE THIS POST SERIOUSLY.
i am a sane person. i do not intentionally decry others with malicious intent. everything i say this blog herein has meaning. but you can NEVER find it if your minds are FREAKIN' CLOSED and you don't have eyes for FREAKIN' DETAILS. appreciate the humour. the sentimentalism. whatever. just don't go freakin' messing around with ideas in your heads that have little basis in fact. the bottom line, people, is that I AM LEADING YOU GUYS ON WITH SHIT THAT YOU CAN'T GET.
pardon my frank opinion, however rude or boorish it may be. i'm just slightly irritated by how things have gone in the way of external responses to my blog. and if you guys know me well enough, you'll also know that slightly irritated is way too much for me. i hate myself for getting irritated.
if you don't hear me say it straight to your faces, then that means i don't even bother to think it.
it means that i can't be bothered to plan a conversation with you so that you can get my meaning. i blog so i can channel my abstract thoughts into words. words that i hoped would be understood and appreciated by others like myself. it seems that a very select few of you people out there get me. i shall not name anyone.
i respect all of you. i appreciate your accepting me. but if i may be so selfish as to ask something of you people, can you guys just take this blog into account WITH A PINCH OF SALT? come on. do you really think that what i say here is what i feel? yes, i have emotions. emotions that all of you also have, the only difference being that you can never guess at them if i don't tell it to you straight in the face (except a scant few in this god forsaken land).
so please, lay off a bit. why can't this be just a way for me to have some fun? i don't want to be getting all moody in this blog and just go "shit shit shit crap assholes". can't i just be the joker that i want all of you to think and know me as?
is it that difficult to laugh? huh?
Dumped At7:25 pm
i AM myself
i am an INTP. look up the mbti website.
typically, that means i am a creative ideas man.
i'm far from typical, though, so being INTP means i am...
cynical
skeptical
sarcastic
insensitive
unfeeling
just downright pessimistic
what i mean to say is, there is no bright side to anything.
but now i'm a lot better. thanks to my significant other. Liss you.
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4 Comments:
respect man... say it like it is...
to be frank, i really have no idea what u're talking about. u know, it helps sometimes if u actually say it as it is... and saying that we got it wrong, well, we got what we thought u meant. that's it. so yeah, u might actually wanna EXPLAIN before 'threatening' others and such
`kam
sorry, i realize that was mean. but yeah... dude, we really don't know what u're thinking if u don't say it as it is. we're not psychics u know
`kam
Blogging is like that. If you defend yourself and try to please everybody, it won't work.
On the other hand, if you shout and swear and be as racist/evil/demented as you want, they'll just go, "Hey, it's [Blogger] the Crazy. Don't bother with [him/her]."
I swear, it works.
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