The Chronicles of Ulic
Begin Once More
Thursday, April 27, 2006
yay. today's the day. but before i begin the commemoration, here're some announcements:
to adalmin: dang it. you know. nehmind. thanks for telling me about the link thing. it's fixed now. and please refrain from using my name online. the government must not know. and woohoo! you swore in your comment! mission successful.
now, to begin:
to a girl who today turns seventeen,
i have been missing you;
your smile and your warmth,
your laughter and joy,
you. indeed it is true
that many a day passes by
with my heartbeat skipping,
losing its rhythm,
all because i miss you.
i grow frightened, alone in the dark;
although you are the light that gives me my life,
my drive,
my purpose. it frightens me
that i am fighting a losing battle.
for as the ravages of time and distance
dull my memory of you, my feelings stay true.
but what is this feeling for,
if i do not remember the essence of who it represents?
so it is on this day, that i remember,
and search the labyrinth of my forgotten memories,
that in my longing for the memory of you,
i find you. and feel once more what i once felt so strongly.
i do not want to be frightened anymore.
where are you, this light
that shines in the abyssmal darkness
of my heart?
i call out to you, on this day of your birth,
to remember me. to know,
that i am here,
remembering you.
for who you are.
and how much you mean to me.
to the girl whose day of birth is today,
happy birthday. i will always miss you.
Dumped At6:58 pm
i AM myself
i am an INTP. look up the mbti website.
typically, that means i am a creative ideas man.
i'm far from typical, though, so being INTP means i am...
cynical
skeptical
sarcastic
insensitive
unfeeling
just downright pessimistic
what i mean to say is, there is no bright side to anything.
but now i'm a lot better. thanks to my significant other. Liss you.
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6 Comments:
ok, call it a coincidence, bt its nas' birthday today =|
hahah awww. SWEET! and kamilah nxt time specify nasuha cos nawariah did a 'nas' thing once too and caused abit of a misunderstanding. hahah
oops... oh yeah... haha ok, nasuha
Incidentally, Ulic, does she know? Are you dating? Can I make fun of you on my blog?
Hey, thanks.
That wasn't Kam, by the way... and I'm not Kam.
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